'Don't Believe What they Say' by Parov Stelar

"In my sleep, in the day
In my life, in the way
All the day, on the town
In the bus, on the ground
In the air, in the sea
When I laugh, cry, try to eat
There was you
All I could see was you

I could feel it was you
Coming up behind me

So let me say it plain and loud
Take me back, I'm not good at doing proud

 Everything I need is you"

Its fascinating how deep the belief goes, and how some parts of my mind still keep looking for a help of God, to do some magic and to get away the choice, responsibility and freedom. Empty space and time are deeply terrifying.